2 more papers to go and 8th'll be here.
Somehow, the anticipation on the 8th has kind of died out after towning yesterday after org paper. We caught Iron Man which i think was really quite good for a super hero movie. Caught it with collen, km, chris and peter and was supposed to go meet ter and gang for supper but i was dead tired, and slept through instead. Oh man, I'm feeling a little weird and down now, because I havent seen ter for 3 weeks and all we did during these 3 weeks was talking on the phone for barely 3 minutes everyday. Sigh, I have a sad life.

Core papers so far were killers but somehow I dont really know what to feel about them. What's over is over anyway. Ahhhhhh lets forget it and move it.

Barely started studying today and I'm feeling sleepy already. I think I may just hit the bed for a nap before getting stressed up studying for econs tonight.

I dont have a good feeling about the 3 months break I'll be having after the 8th. I think I'll get damn bored of life before I know and by then, I will wish I am camping in the school library studying with the gang. I think I'm already experiencing some withdrawal syndromes from too much mugging.

I miss the htht I had with Collen yesterday. And thats gonna make me look forward to the 8th because I cant wait to hang out with the gang. OKAY STUDY NOW JASLYN.

Ooo its been long.

Anyway life's pretty mundane and monotonous with so much mugging to do everyday. Haiyaya. I have been to school a few times to mug with my fellow mates and though we werent exactly very efficient, we had lots of fun! Haha right, you may wonder just how much fun can we have when we spent most of our time in the library, burying our heads in books. But mealtimes always get us excited because thats when the boys who are all so familiar with nus, bring us (the noob girls) along and explore obscure parts of the school. Silly but yesterday was the 1st time I'm at PGP and zomg that place is so nice to stay in! I mean as compared to RVR hahaha.

I know this is ridiculous, but I think I'm going to miss studying with Khoimun, Peter, Chris, Kenny, KiatSoon, Xiaoyan, Wenting and Collen very much after the exams end. I'm going to miss trekking to pgp, taking free buses to different canteens, youtube-ing when we are damn bored and basically just laughing at stupid porn jokes the guys made.

Its amazing how I managed to feel this way despite the exam stress.

I love all my friends!

I'm on impulse blogging again and thats because I'm feeling sleepy/dont feel like studying/moody.

Pardon me for all these depressing posts recently. Things have been weighing my mind and I know it wont help even by telling more people about it.

I have been thinking too much but just how much meaner can you get with your words?

You just slapped me back to reality.

I can never trust my guts again.
Especially when I'm dealing with such issues.
Okay, I have to admit I'm somehow affected after knowing the truth.

And to be honest, it hurts, damn bad.

Lets stop cursing and swearing.

I have tried studying in school library the whole of yesterday.
Wasnt too bad an attempt cause there was a great company to study with.
Will try studying with the same bunch tmr again. Lets hope it will be efficient and productive :)

I dont know if I should be oblivious to certain stuff; but I think I should try to, cause this isnt exactly the best time to get distracted, over such issues.

Right now I just wish I'm ________.

Okay I need to stop thinking so much and do my work!

Now playing: So Close - Jon McLaughlin

Its freaking 2:07 now and I'm not sleeping. I just caught one webcast and went online spreeing. Sigh, the workload is scaring me out.

I like this song a alot, its emo to the max.

Now, we dont want the same mistake to be repeated again, do we?
Not at this time at least.

INSANE but I'm just done with my lsm assignment after conferencing with shaun and kj for a good one hour.
So freaking exhausted now and I have been feeling giddy for 2 consecutive days. I dont know if its giddy spells or i'm just feeling like I'm floating, still.

I CANT FALL SICK NOW!

exams are in 2 weeks, and I totally couldnt concentrate while I was studying ORG today :(
And all my motivations are for the wrong reasons, really.

Dont know what are my plans for tomorrow. Probably just home after tuition, lunch and do some work.

Too much lsm, I'm going insane.
Alright, UAG. STOP.