Today felt oddly satisfying. I dont know why but I just feel achieved and happy even though today started off really badly, I just cant imagine how much worse it can get. okay this morning I attempted to leave house earlier just so I will be able to rackey the place for my tutorials. So bright and early I was at the busstop waiting for 97. I wasnt really irritated when I had to wait for that damn bus for 15mins when it usually comes quite frequently. So happily I boarded the bus, and at some weird junction I found it quite weird, why was the bus making a right turn? Turned to the left and I saw a double-decked 97 zoomed past the bus I was on, and I swear it was heading straight, not turning right at all. Yup you got it, and I got it too, I WAS ON THE WRONG BUS. BUS 57 instead! OMG, i wanted to cry just down there because it was already 8:50am and my class starts at 9. Got down and hailed a cab, SURPRISE i got on the cab at 8:55am, just 5 pathetic minutes before the 2bucks peak hour surcharge ends! so on the cab I was just thinking thats probably the worse thing that can happen to me today, but NO, I got to school at 9:15am, happily plonked my ass down in the supposedly correct classroom and panting after climbing uphill, I realised I was in the wrong classroom! HAHA omg seriously I couldnt believe my luck, so I just did a 'Opps, sorry!' and left.

What a nice start to my day HAHA. I feel so retarded while typing this oh my.

Anyway, I have no idea why I suddenly feel the urge to let some of my friends know just how much I appreciate these friendships though I'm not that kind who can casually express their love for their friends so outrightly. I guess its just one of those days when I have to agree with the saying: Life's too short to be wasted.
I really hope tomorrow will really be a better day. Today it was just, enough. HAHA.

Just 2 weeks into school and I'm pretty much fatigued. haha and it doesnt really help spending the weekend out till like wee hours but i'm not blaming anyone for that. Tutorials finally started proper today and I'm glad i found familiar faces in both classes, so things are really much better than expected. There're still new challenges for the rest of the week ahead, more chem tutorials, maths tutorials and lab sessions omgz thinking about them i can faint right now HAHA. come on come on, i know i can do it.

driving today was enjoyable though i was on the brink of falling asleep. my driving test is coming and i'm really quite stressed out! I'm such an inconsistent driver, and i dont really trust my own driving skills!

when is my laptop coming? such a slowpok.
I just rumbled some nonsense to the sister. See, this is what tiredness does to me :)

i finally made up my mind not to join band, just for this semester. probably i'll join in sem2 when i can have better time management, lesser tuition classes and no more driving hopefully :) oh well, maybe by then i would already lose all my interest in playing, so lets just see how things go. tutorials are starting, and though its only the 2nd week of school, i'm getting a little stressed out watching the whole world purchasing texts, checking out reference books in the library and even mugging during breaks :( work is indeed getting tougher and i really really hope by opting out of band i'll really make full use of my time on studies. JC's constant struggling with catching up has already made me phobic of lagging behind. so to make things right this time, i better start paying attention during lectures and be at the right pace. woah so stressful so i really cant imagine what will happen if i let myself give in to the temptation of joining band. hope its a good thing afterall.

something really funny happened when i was at compasspoint on my way home. this UOB guy approached me asking me to sign up for some credit card.

guy: do you wanna get this card? blah blah (carries on explaining before i could even open my mouth to reject him). and blah blah somemore.
me: actually i already have the debit card and... (before i can finish..)
guy: no but this is different... (blah again and finally stops.)
me: err whats the age limit?
guy: huh? 21 lah!
me: errrrrr i'm only 19 (and i walked away feeling 'like-excuse-me, do i really look so old to you?' its not supposed to be a good thing but yet i dont know why i was smiling. )
and finally the guy just muttered a sorry and walked away.

OMG so embarrassing!

Went shopping at the Central Forum in school today with Wen and Yan and I cant believe I almost got interviewed together with them by KymNg and some Ben person for the HEY! Gorgeous show on channelU. HAHAHA i cant wait to see them appear on tv and i will sure laugh my head off because they seriously looked quite stunned and hence acting retarded HAHA! oh well, headed for lunch at the Biz School for their supposedly-to-be-good Western cuisine. thought it was only so-so and i seriously think the blueberry muffins i bake at home are way better than theirs.

I sat by the pool feeling bothered; I dont know if I should really join NUS band. I got a feeling I wont be able to commit myself to all the practices and sectionals and rehearsals and whatsnot.

OMG i totally dont get the concept of the precise definition of limits at all.
I'm going to conquer it!

YAY my timetable's finally settled and I'm quite satisfied with all the tutorials, labs and lectures timeslots that I got, though it could been even better. Oh well, I guess I'm considered really lucky already to get all the 1st 4 tutorials slot I balloted for :D

8-930 tomorrow.

Never felt so busy before - ever since after A' levels ended last year.
The first week of school has been rather managable and some fun with old friends, new friends. But even as much as school was less dreaded than I thought it would be, I clearly know part of me is still trying to cope with this back to school transition. The weekends are so precious and short now, but at least there's still something to look forward to during a bad day.

Finally ordered the laptop and bought a laser printer with mum today. So with all these gadgets for school, I'm quite sure I'm settled down for school, or so I hope :)

I want the next weekend to be right now.
Cant believe I'm missing you already.

I had my first day of school today. It was... better than what i expected but nothing beats hanging out with old friends. So right now I can really understand how Vera felt when she first went poly. Making new friends in a totally foreign environment makes me miss all my friends. And I'm thankful for the different companies of friends being there for me during the different lectures.

3 lectures in a row was quite bearable surprisingly but guess there were times when I felt information overload. oh well, I really hope I can handle what I have at hand and not struggle like mad in JC.

Anyway, on my way home at Harbourfront today, it suddenly occurred to me that I was just there last week, watching movie after movie, shopping and eating with Ter. And today i was there again, just because I had school. I really miss everything I used to do for these past 9 months, despite the part about complaints. I was just thinking things will really be great if the army guys can join me in school but then again, its 2 freaking long years before that will happen :(

Thank God, school's from 8-930 tomorrow :D
All there but for a different purpose.