And I forgot when was the last time I was really happy.

I never felt this lonely ever before.
Some days I can, and there are days like this I cant do it.

You know people always say you lose some, you gain some.
But I just feel that I have lost almost everything and gain nothing at all.

Was this really supposed to be good?
Then tell me why are tears still flowing down now?

I'm scared. I'm in pain.

Really, just take me away. I'm tired.

Havent been feeling good, thanks a lot for asking.

The new episode of GG was more breath-taking than usual. It hasnt been good for a long time and I must say I was a little amazed by the recent story plot. B and C should just be together.

B: Every time I try to move on, you're right there. If it's real, we'll figure it out, all of us. But if it's not, then please, Chuck, just let me go.
C: It's just a game. I hate to lose. You're free to go.

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S: Chuck, why did you just do that?
C: Because I love her, and I can't make her happy.

Ooooooh ok this was the scene that blew me away. It was honestly, touching.

Been at home for the past 2 days, spending some quality time with myself, thinking through stuff, and basically just spamming all the tv serials I have neglected over the entire school semester.

I'm not quite used to my new tan (from sentosa) and now whenever I look into the mirror I feel... weird and maybe uglier than ever (haha!) since I havent been exercising much for a really long time. So this holiday I shall make a point to exercise more and regain that level of fitness I used to have... a long time ago.

Seems like I am beginning to blog religiously again? We shall see.

Its really been a long time since I was last here. Anyway, another sem has passed before I know it and honestly I'm growing so tired of sch I wish I would graduate soon:( Oh well, now that the long awaited hols is here, I better make sure I enjoy myself to the max before the next school nonsense comes again. 1st weekend after exams was well spent with the usuals for wolverine, pat's party and sentosa yesterday! Sentosa turned out better than expected but I'm currently having muscle aches almost everywhere from the volleyball-frisbee-volleyball we had.

/edit the area around my left eye hurts from the elbowing during volleyball and the direct hit from the frisbee yesterday:( it kind of feels swollen.

I dont know if its because of the over-activities the past few days, I'm feeling a little blue now:( But I shouldnt be feeling this way since I have waited damn long for this holidays to arrive. Alright lets not be emo and cherish every moment of this hols! Oh and did I mention our HK trip got cancelled because of the damn swines? What a fantastic start to the holidays.

Not exactly the nicest picture of us, but thats not the point haha.

HAPPY 4th Dearest!

And to many more splendid years to come!

Love you sweet :)

I finally met up with Y after school today! Its been so long since I had a great girlie htht with anyone and today was really enjoyable! we talked a whole lot we have missed out on each other's life and they made me come to sense about some issues which is good. sweet. i think its great although there's still a lot for me to learn.

I bought my books at a substantial discount today, courtesy of mk of course. spec lecture was bad and crappy but I think i'll go for them and make something out of it. have just finished wrapping my books and I guess I'm therefore ready and settled for school? or not? we shall see.

Anyway, I'm in the mood for some wii fun now. Especially guitar heroes! which I think its weird that I suck more at guitar than the drums. Damn. My fingers are itching:(

The latest episode of gossip girl was not very exciting and this is going to sound bimbotic but I think I secretly like chuck bass. Girls and our fantasies. Oooooh.

I was looking at the photos from the countdown at auch's on facebook and I'm missing the fun we had the entire night/morning. especially during the old folks chinese tea session and all the camwhoring.

Okay this content of this post is really random. And I dont know if I should continue to blog here anymore because I have already moved but I dont exactly feel like revealing the new url though I must say its really easy to guess.

Oh well, time for a nap. Till the next!