'I wasn't even sure if I loved you yet. But at that moment, I knew you were different. You weren't like the other guys. You didn't rush me or make me feel bad for pushing you away. You were patient.

Patiently waited for me until I was ready. Ready in every way to have you in my life.'

Now that I finally have some free time on hand, I have been thinking about certain issues in my life during long journeys. And in fact there's so much I want to talk about but yet I have no idea how and where to start from. Whatever it is, I'm glad I managed to share some of the joys and sorrows in my life with the close ones and it really feels good knowing they are there for you no matter what. That they dont judge and are more than happy to just sit down and listen to my grumblings. Really appreciate the friendships with this group of guys. Its really sweet thinking about the fact that we really watched each other grow up.

And yeah, guess its really pointless getting affected over some issues on certain dates from now on. Afterall, they are just dates which are not even worth reminiscing anymore. I have straightened out my thoughts and I know that I should be focusing on the present and future instead. I was reading through my past entries and I remembered saying something about there's a brand new life awaiting me out there. And so... I have officially taken on the challenge to make this brand new life right this time round.

With that, its now back to report rushing/bm proj essay and whatever shit work that has piled up over the weeks:(

This anniversary will never be the same.

because the end of something bad is the start of something good :)

Can't wait for friday to be here now!

It's moments like these, I feel I want nothing from nobody at all.
I wish I have a hideout.
I wish I have someone to hold me and tell me everything's going to be okay.

do you ever think about me? do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
everytime the phone rings, do you wish it'd be me calling you?

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everything's okay

And Change is the only constant.

Some people built up walls around not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.

Now I clearly know who bothers and who doesn't. Time to cherish those who are real and true to you.

Thanks for just being there:)