I'm down with flu and sorethroat; not exactly a good way to kickstart my holidays i guess. the medicine is killing me, i've spent most of my time in bed, blasting songs from my playlist and occasionally waking up for some inputs and outputs. Being sick now seriously suck, because there are tons of things you want to do but you cant cause whenever you try to, your head feels heavy and its telling you to go back to sleep. but the more you sleep the heavier your head feels and the cycle repeats :(

oh anyway i have watched millions of movies online these few days as well, i think there's no need for me to patronise cinemas in the future yay.

Alright, back to sleep.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

i have become so easily irritated these few days; sometimes i feel angry with myself.

dinner and shopping in town last night with the usuals and i think we can just forget about celebrating danny's, auch's and chris's really belated birthdays before the year ends. everyone's so busy (most of them with army); it seemed like ages since we all last met up together.

miss those times.

i'm tired after a heavy lunch, i'm hitting the bed (:

okay i have finally gotten my fat ass up and uploaded these photos (:

this was the last day of exams, at sushi tei

5th dec with stella and jing's dance concert

HAHA this is ANGJINGLIN in her concert, doing her amazing grace, awesome.

haha i find this photo quite amusing, look at chien stoning behind us :)

anyway, i feel so retarded today! because i stupidly suppose the shopping trip with joy and collen to be scheduled next wed when it was today! SIGH and i was already out shopping with my mum and sis i cant ps them so last minute. i feel like an ultimate loser. but the day was great, tiring but yet fufilling. i need to be less occupied with my own activities and make more time for my family.

i wish i can go on a holiday this dec too. because, i'm kind of the only one in the family not travelling this holiday, with my bro going to thailand on the 14th, sister going to hk on the 17th and parents going to ipoh on the 20th. i need to find something to keep myself occupied during this home alone period :(

Yesterday was splendid with stella, and i'm glad i'm starting work later so at least i can shop without feeling too guilty. clothes that i like are priced way too out of budget; maybe i should turn to online shopping as well.

i wish i dont have to work, so i can just rot at home whenever i'm free.

anyway, jing's dance concert last night was fabulous. though i'm not a dancer, but somehow i love going for dance concerts. maybe because there was influence from stella back in tk and now jinglin in VJ. but besides that point, watching jing dance on stage always left me feeling inspired, not inspired to dance but its this weird sense of strong determination she has to overcome every obstacle that comes her way. i'm in awe, and i'm really proud of her and her achievements :)

and i realised i havent comment much on my exams. anyway most of the papers suck, just hoping for the bell curve to save my life. these 5 weeks of holidays can never be enough, not forgetting there's still another round of bidding to do and timetable building AGAIN. i think i have never ever hated school so much in my life before.

there are so many things to pack in my room. but first, i need to clear my Alevels crap to make way for my uni nonsense. i'm so horrible at packing even my sister is neater than me. but its such a chore and i always end up sneezing at all the dust.

many things to look forward to:
1) shopping with the girls
2) crabs with awesome
3) meeting up with friends
4) 19th dec when ter finally gets his long leave till next year
5) nadiah's bday celebration
6) sentosa trip with schoolmates
7) sm's return
8) exercising with the sister and waiting for gifts to come back from hongkong

lets hope this holiday will be really fun-filled.

The morning air finally smells free!

this sem has officially ended, have been looking forward to 4th dec ever since i begin to hate school haha! anyway yesterday was great fun with the 4 who have ended with me after our 1421 disgusting math paper. so now, there's collen and joy who just ended theirs today at 11 and nadiah and ada ending this friday (omg, that really sucks) before we can all have a get together with leicester. he left school; and gosh, i really miss seeing him around in school. cant wait to meet up with him!

YAY life's good; meeting stella for lunch, movie then with the rest for concert :)

26th dec can just go fly kite.

It sucks watching the rest of your family going out one by one heading for town while i'm stuck at home studying. there's not much entertainment except tons of foreign notes staring in my face ):

industrialisation and class is so boring; i really have no idea what i'm supposed to infer from those 3 articles, maybe except the one about the McAunties and McUncles which was slightly interesting. Space and Place will be next, sigh environmental politics :(

Lets pray hard that I do not have to S/U any module this semester HAHA.

I cant wait to go out and play after 4th dec! Cant wait, cant wait, cant wait!

Reading week has officially began and its literally a reading week. i think i should stop complaining about just how much readings i have to do. Sigh!

Life's been so boring; not much going out and I have barely spent any time with ter too. probably only about 2hours last friday and we may not even see each other till 2 weeks later. exams and army suck so badly together!

I think i have lost my initial momentum to study, which sadly only lasted for 2 days ): i really really need to quicken my studying pace. oh god just let these papers pass soon!