i'm still recovering from the trauma i have been having these past few days. i have broken down a million times, in front of ter and my family because i really couldnt take the stress anymore. the vet said Lina's really a strong little girl and i'm really proud of her. but it really hurt me to see her so weak and fatigued after the operation; thats when i realise just how attached i'm to her. i cant bear to see her go and i guess i'll never be able to. nothing can measure up to this pain i'm feeling right now. it just hurts right deep into my heart.

I love you my dear, take care of yourself and meanwhile we'll keep you in our prayers.