You're all that I hoped to find
In every single way
And everything I would give
Is everything you couldn't take

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess

And that was indeed beautiful.

I wish you don't have to go

I thought we could wait for the fireworks

I thought we could wait for the snow

And spend every moment I have with you

Stay up all night with the stars

Confess all the faith that I had in you

And SM, that's for you. I miss you already :(

And we are always better together :)

Guess who?
HAHA I will be back soon.

Because you made me see things I never saw;

And show me how beautiful this life can be.

Thank you aplenty.

Tonight's been pretty relaxing. We went for Ebenezer's Choices at Touch Centre and it was good. Heard some meaningful and really inspiring songs which almost made me teared there and then.

I'm just glad I have awesome friends who have never failed to show me the right way. I really do learn from them, a whole lot to be exact and these appreciations are felt deep down in my heart.

'From my broken heart to yours' is a lovely song.

Choices made; Choices to be made.
Heartbreaks and trials, be strong and fight it.

One day, we will all get there.

I just got back from my maternal family gathering and it was really nice meeting up admist our busy lives. It was really the highlight of the week, other than last night's brewerkz which was quite awesome as well. I really wished I am blogging the way I did last time, when details of outings were given and positive emotions were evident and included cause as you should realise by now, I only blog when I'm feeling overwhelmed/ think too much.

Today's gathering was really heartwarming. Guess it was nice to see everyone trying to open up and catch up:) Had an impromptu birthday celebrations for the august/september and october babies as well. Anddd... I had the worst nightmare at parallel parking. Hahahaha.

The night ended off with the cousins sitting in the house and watching our parents and grandma having hthts at the porch. Mum was talking most of the time, with tears rolling down almost everyone's face. I couldnt hear their conversations but I kind of figured what she was confiding in them. I saw their tears and my heart ached momentarily. I love my mum but sometimes I really hate myself for being such a lousy daughter. Really, but I'm trying. I want to be the one to stop her tears from rolling down anymore. But no matter what, we are going to press on together and be a happy family.

BAHHHHHH I'm just feeling a void in my heart now. The highlights of the week have been over so I guess its really time I start facing the fact that school's starting.

And because I looked through the photos, I realise you are not there anymore.

I should really just follow my heart when making decisions.
And stop pretending you know me damn well cause obviously you don't.

Why am I a Libran and why do I care so much about others' feelings?
It really gets weary at times.

I'm alive, but I'm losing all my drive.

I have quit fighting so damn hard, because I believe what should come will come. It scares myself to realise how much my perspectives have changed just this holidays. Honestly, I personally feel like I have been thrown back to where I was 4 years back and I'm picking up from where I left off. I feel like a changed person. And let me know if you feel it too.

It's like taking a guess, when the only answer is yes.