It sucks watching the rest of your family going out one by one heading for town while i'm stuck at home studying. there's not much entertainment except tons of foreign notes staring in my face ):

industrialisation and class is so boring; i really have no idea what i'm supposed to infer from those 3 articles, maybe except the one about the McAunties and McUncles which was slightly interesting. Space and Place will be next, sigh environmental politics :(

Lets pray hard that I do not have to S/U any module this semester HAHA.

I cant wait to go out and play after 4th dec! Cant wait, cant wait, cant wait!

Reading week has officially began and its literally a reading week. i think i should stop complaining about just how much readings i have to do. Sigh!

Life's been so boring; not much going out and I have barely spent any time with ter too. probably only about 2hours last friday and we may not even see each other till 2 weeks later. exams and army suck so badly together!

I think i have lost my initial momentum to study, which sadly only lasted for 2 days ): i really really need to quicken my studying pace. oh god just let these papers pass soon!

my mind hasnt been at ease being at home these few days. i want days to be normal again when i dont fear the night.
i'm too distracted for my own good; i better bury myself under tons of notes now if i plan to sleep tonight.

i'm counting down. 17 more days to freedom! this better spur me on.

YAY lina's finally back home, recovering! glad she's getting better day by day, and seeing her recover really lightens up the mood at home. time to focus on my work, 12 more days are all i have left.

skipped school the past 2 days in attempt to study. i tried to focus but i just couldnt do much. 5 modules are kind of hard to handle, imagine 6. haha but thats what some of my friends are doing next semester, i shall just say i'll pity them.

cant wait for 4th dec to be here so i can party and go out like crazy. omg i'm deprived; i havent shop properly in ages! i feel like going back to bintan to just chill and slack. i want the holidays to be here soon!

i'm still recovering from the trauma i have been having these past few days. i have broken down a million times, in front of ter and my family because i really couldnt take the stress anymore. the vet said Lina's really a strong little girl and i'm really proud of her. but it really hurt me to see her so weak and fatigued after the operation; thats when i realise just how attached i'm to her. i cant bear to see her go and i guess i'll never be able to. nothing can measure up to this pain i'm feeling right now. it just hurts right deep into my heart.

I love you my dear, take care of yourself and meanwhile we'll keep you in our prayers.

this is probably the saddest period of my life.
Please do not let anything bad happen to Lina, i'll be praying for you my dear girl.
Be strong, we are all here for you.

Went to meet ter instead of mugging in the library with shaun and wenting last night. i have 16 more days left till the finals and i'm beginning to freak out by everything that i need to complete studying:( well anyway, i waited for terence till i was starving and i finished every single thing in my soup spoon meal (yes the drinks, the sandwich and the soup!) woah, damn delicious.

I resoluted to study today and i'm quite pissed off with myself now because i did not do any proper studying and instead i went shopping with my mum and sis, and back home to bake the blueberry pie with the sister. its nice and i'll try baking it again, with the expensive blueberries and madcademia nuts.

I'm so fat now; i cant stand it so i went jogging with my sister just now. exercising for once after 3months feels really great! i shall start hitting the gym regularly to prevent cellulite accumulations HAHA!

alright, back to editing disgusting report.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY mummy, you're the best and the funniest mum alive!
I love you! :)

Boring lessons in school but great day with friends :)
i'm finally going for my 1st consultation with twb along with others. But of course, I'm not the one who initiated all these; probably just a tagger. Right now I need to complete 14 damn questions (which sucks pretty badly by the way) if i am really going, in case i act like an idiot in front of everyone tomorrow. I really hope I can get everything done by tonight ):

leicester and junwei were being so drama-mama in school today. haha and who says guys of ages 22 and 23 are more matured? HAHA.

18 more days till the start of exams. Everyone's mugging like crazy already and I'm really starting to feel this immense stress. especially when I dont understand any single academic shit they talk about occasionally. How can anyone study so much already?! I'm seriously quite screwed; I need to stop procrastinating.

I WANT TO MAKE THIS A GOOD ONE.

Fish n Co at the glasshouse last night with kj's voucher! and Stardust's really good; I'm glad we didnt catch the game plan instead. though the plot's a little dumb at times, but i thought the effects were quite good and overall its funny. i love. supper at selegie touhua after and its still so good. despite the fun, i felt really under the weather the past few days. and it sucks to feel like this on weekends.

its monday all over again tmr! i have 3 weeks before my finals; i need to get started with my revision. i hope john yip can stop being so provocative and start uploading the entire webcast for the lectures. sigh i hate going to school. come 4th dec!

i want to go on a holiday. i just want to have fun everyday, but sadly, all i'm needed to do now, is study.