I'm up so early because i got awoken by the itch all over my body. i have like weird red large and unsightly patches all over, its so fugly :( i need to see a doctor when it opens soooooon. this weird itch/rash is going to spoil my plans for the day ahhhhhh, i need to stop scratching :(

Anyway, i havent been uploading photos on facebook because i'm feeling damn lazy about it. so here are some photos i took over the past couple of weeks.

Sentosa with XY sometime back. It was really fun catching up at the beach though the rain upsetted our plans. then it was off to meet up with the rest of the uni friends for dinner at kim gary's.
Popeyes and a little unfruitful shopping with BUF in town. And we ended our day off with toasts and milktea from xinwang hk cafe. stuffed to the brim.

Its been long since I last blogged about food. YUM. haha this was bakerzin with stella. thought the apple crumble was just alright and we blew away by the cakes from Rive. And I wished I'm doing my hair with her today:(

I shall eat my sweet potatoes and head to bed soon. Hopefully the patches will be gone by then!

i'm not exactly feeling too good about life now. i dont like this coming week. sometimes i just feel i try too hard; i dont even know why i'm doing these for. i stood by the window in the kitchen after dinner today, and the wind blew hard into my face, brought back some memories which didnt make me feel any better. i'm going to take days off to think. life can be a challenge sometimes. maybe i dont have to know why i'm being judged for. and only if you were less pesky and stop irritating the shit out of me, if you were wiser with your words i'll probably not be feeling this way, and sometimes mums can nothing but pains in the ass. i'm sorry for this angst entry, this is why i say life isnt exactly smooth all the time. its time like this i feel like cutting myself away from the world.

maybe chocolates will help this time HAHA.

I think I just let go of a great opportunity to do something to my hair. SIGH I'm in a freaking dilemna. Plus I feel really mean for rejecting that guy ARGH :( Should I or should I not? What if the damn hair turns out to be disastrous? OH MAN.

My sis told me to just follow my heart. And I really hope I will.

I just watched some tragic true love story on the tv. and i kinda teared because its way too touching.

something's weighing my mind down; though i dont exactly know what is it. or maybe its a lot of things. aiya i dont knowwwww man.

and honestly, i dont like to judged too much.

i'm rethinking about the question collen asked me at popeye's that day.

i just hope you realise the importance of it all.

Hmmm all of a sudden, I realised I feel the most comfortable talking to c as compared to k and p. Common interests I guess. Its kinda like weird but its true friendships do change.

Saddening huh.

A dream last night
Feeling swarmed back
That's when I realised
It's not over.
Not at all.

Lets take it at a different level altogether.

Alright this shall be a pictures filled post since I'm feeling bored and not sleepy yet. Its bad habit to sleep at 3 plus every night.

This was results cum SATC day with Collen. And I still remember those frantic moments we she had at cine and bk when she insisted on checking her results via sms then. I'm glad I held back because i wouldnt be able to enjoy the movie if I checked.

Ms Clarity with xy and collen. They are by far 2 of my few favourite girls in school and guess its saddening some of us are going on different paths come next sem. But we can all still meet up easily so it may not be that bad afterall.

Met up with HuShing to celebrate her 20th at Wheelock's Fish N Co. Come to think of it, we didnt even meet up at all during our jc years after we left tk but we still feel very comfortable with each other. Haha how often do you get such close knitted friends? Guess some friendships really do not change no matter what, its so heartwarming!

Starbucks with KaiJia and Collen on a random day last week. I miss kj alot; she's my going-home cum lets-complain-about-1161 buddy! Super hardworking and I'm happy for her results too! She's like my motivator for the previous semester haha :)

STELLAwoolala! Haha that's what we used to call her back in lower sec days and I'm super thankful for this girl because there's nothing we cant talk about under the sun. Someone who will patiently listen to your complaints and come up with interesting stories to entertain you as well. My favourite htht mate :)

Latest meetup with BUF last friday for some shopping and comfort (because of _________, i'll let you know if ure supposed to know) Anyway, I didnt know my eyes can be this big though this is such an unglam photo.

Yup so this is roughly it for the past 2 weeks, besides meeting up with FJ on one random Sunday, with Kenneth for a movie and of course, the usuals. OH we had supper last night at Siglap area and before that we were all the singapore pools betting on the spain and sweden match. You know I know nuts about any soccer crap but I still betted on the same slip with auch and pat for a 2-2 and another 2 slips with ter for total goals 3 and 4. So in the end i only won a twiny winy bit for one but lost overall. HAHA i still cant believe i actually followed the guys to chill at some bar for alcohols and watched the entire match till 2! woah this is getting quite coooool hahaha.

Not many plans for the week ahead but well, I think I will still find something to keep myself occupied in the end. But for now its ter again tomorrow!

I have nothing else better to do at home today I decided to view all my photos from the past 1 plus year or so taken with people. And... sadly I feel that I have aged. I think I'm beginning to look haggard :(

Anyway I had a HTHT with stella last night and it was good. It really warms my heart to have such talks with close ones and somehow we have reached a consensus about not understanding what some ______ are thinking about! HAHA. Lets meet up again soon!

Looks like I wont be able to go jogging today because Im going over to cp to meet teddylzy. OH NO im secretly afraid of tomorrow :(

Too frank for my liking.

Parcels finally arrived today! some stuff are great but i felt a little disappointed by one of the tops i got though i think i'll still wear it out :) anyway, i have been having secret dates with buf + different companies for the past 2 days. caught up alot which was really good. BUF i think we need time out alone for ourselves soon!

I'm feeling damn full now, from our dim sum dinner and the durians my dad bought back. Nothing's on tomorrow so i think i'll just stay at home to finish up my work, clear the piles on my table and my bursting wardrobe. i cant stand it; my mum's starting to nag about me having too many clothes again! AIYA.

It feels good to know what I really want and to be able to do whats important instead of whats not. I'm 100% confirmed I'm not crossing over to applied after the disastrous experience of 1161.
I'm really thankful for having yr trust and confidence in me all these while :)

Sometimes I just feel I'm caught in the middle. I guess from now on I need to refrain myself to make myself feel better. I BETTER KEEP THIS IN MIND.

Sometimes I say things I dont mean and I get a really awful feeling after saying such stuff. Why am I always contradicting myself? OH MAN.

Sometimes I tend to think too much. And I really hope I'm wrong. CHEER UP OKAY.

TERENCELINZIYANG IS A LAZY PIG. A MAJOR ONE.
hahahaha <3

HELLO!
hmm its been long yet again. Been busy going out the whole of last week and I'm finally going to take a break on tuesday. GSS has been pretty much boring; havent get much from shopping and I dont think I will anyway since I have been splurging on online shopping with Collen. Its so great when normal postage fees are waived for this GSS season and some stuff are really great, too good to resist! I can hardly wait for my parcels to arrive!

Sex and the city on results day with BUF was good. And I really feel the pain when Sarah Jessica Parker was ditched on the wedding day. Oh man, that better not happen to me HAHAHA. Really envy the great friendships the four of them shared in the movie. It makes me wonder how would life be like for me in another 20 years hahaha.

Went over to ter's to help carol with her bio. hahaha honestly i was trying to smoke through most of the time because i cant really remember alot about secondary bio. And i'm kind of glad i'm in chem actually. anyway, i realised i rather spend my weekends shopping at parkway and lazing at ter's than hitting the town and get all tired admist the crowd. we are lazy bummers hahaha.

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday