I dont know if i'm being too sensitive, but things between different friends seemed to be quite weird in school. With some forging stronger friendships, some chose to drift apart. Sigh it doesnt help when we need to do projects together. And i dont like the feeling of knowing how some secretly do not like some because of blah blah when we are all in a group. SIGH i dont know if i should even bother to try to make things better. i just dont understand why cant we talk it out.

OH and after waking up at noon for almost everyday since school started, i needed to get to school by a insane (to me it is at least) 10 a.m. yesterday. and of course i had to wake up late to cab down to nus during peak hour. so i blew a freaking 27 bucks on the cab fare i still cant believe it. thank goodness the ride was pleasant with the uncle going on and on about 'you are what you eat'. learned quite some stuff so i'll take it as some enriching lesson about diet. and he said fish's skin is good for the skin so i guess i'll try to consume more of it.

Tutorials start proper next monday and i better get started with my work before i lag behind too much. AND i'm still hesitant about applying for the teaching awards scholarship. SHOULD I?