i'm not exactly feeling too good about life now. i dont like this coming week. sometimes i just feel i try too hard; i dont even know why i'm doing these for. i stood by the window in the kitchen after dinner today, and the wind blew hard into my face, brought back some memories which didnt make me feel any better. i'm going to take days off to think. life can be a challenge sometimes. maybe i dont have to know why i'm being judged for. and only if you were less pesky and stop irritating the shit out of me, if you were wiser with your words i'll probably not be feeling this way, and sometimes mums can nothing but pains in the ass. i'm sorry for this angst entry, this is why i say life isnt exactly smooth all the time. its time like this i feel like cutting myself away from the world.

maybe chocolates will help this time HAHA.